I wonder as I wander out under the sky
How Jesus the Saviour did come for to die
For poor on’ry people like you and like I;
I wonder as I wander out under the sky
John Jacob Niles.
Do you know that old Christmas folk song, I Wonder As I Wander? Do you like it?
I never did.
But it’s growing on me.
Just Plain Ornery
Because far too often, I’m just plain ornery. I turn grumpy and stubborn when my will is not done and impatient and harsh when my rules are crossed. Other times I crave man’s praise and sulk when thanks doesn’t come. Sometimes my skin’s too thin and my heart’s too hard. That’s when I crumble into an ugly selfish heap.
It fits me- I. I am prone to wander from the joyful obedience of faith and I feel it.
I simply am not naturally nice.
Driving in a Hard School?
Which is why I’m filled more and more with wonder anymore- in awe that Jesus Christ came into the world to save sinners. Poor on’ry ones, maybe like you, for sure like me.
I’ve shared this quote before. But I stumbled on it again this week and let’s just say it was a Godsend for this poor, on’ry mom to whom nice does not alway come easily.
If you are a nice person- if Virtue comes easily to you- beware! Much is expected from those to whom much is given. If you mistake your own merits what are really God’s gifts to you through nature, and if you are contented with simply being nice, you are still a rebel…
But if you are a poor creature- poisoned by a wretched upbringing in some house full of vulgar jealousies and senseless quarrels- saddled, by no choice of your own, with some loathsome sexual perversion- nagged day in and day out be an inferiority complex that makes you snap at your best friends – do not despair. He knows all about it. You are one of the poor whom He blessed. He knows what a wretched machine you are trying to drive. Keep on. Do what you can. One day (perhaps in another world, but perhaps far sooner than that) He will fling it on the scrap-heap and give you a new one. And then you may astonish us all- not least yourself: for you have learned your driving in a hard school. (Mere Christianity, Book IV, Chapter 10)
Is yours a wretched machine? Are you beset and tempted to sin, within and without? Poor and ornery? Keep on. God knows.
Known by God
He knows all about it. He knows our frame, David wrote. Which means, we are known. Paul slid that blessed truth in to build his don’t-be-led-astray case to the Galatians, but the clause is rich it could stand alone,
Known by God. The Father’s children are known by Him. And loved by him to boot. What could be better?
Maybe only this one other thing: He came to buy back us poor ornery one with his blood. Someplace else it says that Jesus, had to be made like his brothers in every respect, so that he might become a merciful and faithful high priest in the service of God, to make propitiation for the sins of the people. For because he himself has suffered when tempted, he is able to help those who are being tempted.
To make propitiation. That’s New Testament fancy for atone for our sins. ForJesus the Savior did come for to die.
Jesus the Savior did Come for to Die
Can you say good news of great joy?
God came to earth as one of us, like his brothers in every respect. He suffered when tempted and we will too. And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you (1 Peter 5:10).
He’ll fling that old, wretched machine on the scrap heap and then we’ll forever be free from sorrow, free from sin. Restored, confirmed, strengthened and established. No more poor, ornery. The God of all grace will bring it to pass.
So fight the good fight of faith. Resist the devil, firm in your faith. Do what you can. Repent of your sin. And keep on. Get back up. Don’t buy the lie that no one knows your struggle or pain. Or that no one cares.
You are known by God and He does care. He knows what a wretched machine you are trying to drive. Jesus our Savior did come for to die.
To save sinners. Including poor on’ry ones like you and like I.
The saying is trustworthy and deserving of full acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners, of whom I am the foremost.
1 Timothy 1:15